boy was wicked cute today. his phone is broken but he found out he could text me via voice commands. so he was talking to the robot on his phone and said “tell her i love her” and so that was the text that i ended up getting and for some reason it was a million times cuter than anything ever but maybe thats just me cuz im a mushy fuck.
some days i just want to be an elf, and feel pretty and magical and then other days i just feel lazy and want to be curled up by the fire in Hobbiton with a patchwork blanket and a book. and then some days i wanna be a warrior woman and be strong and fight battles. sigh.
Two weeks from this very hour, I will be in the middle of my last exam for my first grad class and if I can swing enough packing during all my studying for my two exams, I will also be moving back to ithaca on that day. Time fucking flies and I’m sad the program’s going to be over but at the same time so ready to go back home.
sometimes i think i’m going about my life all wrong because all i want is to camp and travel and see everything there is to see and meet people and spread all of the love that there is in my heart and i don’t quite know whats stopping me but i’m sad that there is something that is but i know that there is an amazing life out there for me when i’m ready for it.